holy shit.
was just on someones blog. they had linkin park ‘numb’  on auto play

and the beginning noises sounded like a UFO

 i thought i was going to be abducted. 

gluten free anonymous

I wish there was a weekly group like ‘alchoholics anonymous’ called gluten free anonymous where people could meet and talk about how much gluten they DIDNT consume the prior week.

I could seriously use a support group.

I’m positive i’m celieac, but not eating gluten is challenging for me. Especially when I’m at James’ house.

My name is Crystal and I’m addicted to wheat.

My dad and I use to hang out on the couch and watch TV almost every night after he would get home from work. We were constantly joking around. We are like two peas in a pod. Not anymore.
We got into a heated fight a few weeks ago about something i did by accident that he had to fix. He was so angry at me he ran after me (I was on the outside deck and he was downstairs) and I swear he was going to become physically abusive, but he didn’t touch me (thank god), but I have never seen red in his eyes like that since I was little.. I was so overwhelmed with the situation, I just wept and cowered on the deck. I felt in shock, and I couldnt face him after, so my mom drove me to James’ house so I could calm down. After 5 days, I came home and just said I didnt want to bring it up or talk about it.
Now when he gets home, he either goes down stairs to work on his car or goes to my parents room and watches TV and hangs with my mom. I can feel that everything is different. Even our relationship. He and my mom just hang out in their bedroom, watching tv and don’t really talk to me anymore.. My dad and I use to laugh all night and now I feel as though that is lost and it feels like I’m losing a best friend and I cant do anything about it or talk to anyone about it. It hurts really bad and I feel lost and unwanted and I hate living in this house under a roof with people who think i’m a pathetic loser. I fell horrible. so here i am on tumblr getting my feelings out. yay. 

pure anger.

I’m just soo angry. I just don’t understand people or their motives..

Some piece of shit shot and killed a mother bear (illegally) up in Hixon, B.C a few days ago. The asshole left the CARCASS (also illegal) behind, and three baby bears were heard ‘calling’ out for her and were seen near her body, mourning.
Someone saw the carcass and cubs and reported it to local officials. 
Thankfully, the cubs have been rescued and will be rehabilitated in a non profit, wildlife ‘sanctuary’ called The Northern Lights Wildlife Shelter. Hopefully, they will all be okay.



I’m so thankful there are people out there who give a fuck about animals and nature, especially wild animals. These three beautiful cubs would have simply STARVED to death if not for the shelter rescuing them. It’s unbelievable to me how any person could have done something so barbaric. 
WHAT a senseless tragedy. A mother killed, and left for her babies to grieve over. What kind of sick fuck does that? 
I hope they find out who.

The shelter is run PURELY off of donations. At this time, they are worried about one of the cubs, as it seems to be more lethargic than the other two. A full examination of the cubs will be done tomorrow. Hopefully, all will be well!
If you would like to donate to a wonderful cause, please, go here: http://www.wildlifeshelter.com/donate.htm

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