Got another migraine today. What the fuck, why!? It seems they come a few days apart when they do. ugh. I mean, I’ve been getting them on and off since I was 16, so I’m “used” to them, but still. It totally fucks my day up and OF COURSE, today is a day I work. They always seem to rear up when I have work. Never on my days off. I’m really angry. Really, really angry. I need the money and I need to work so I can move out, but I’m not going to get there if I keep taking time off because of my fucking head. ugh. I’m making a doctors appointment on Monday. Maybe she will be able to offer me something so I can at least fucking function when they hit and give me a doctors note so I don’t feel so bad when I do call in because of them.
I’m just pissed because I had a good day yesterday. James and I went to the gym and I felt good this AM even though I didnt sleep well. But when I started getting blind spots this morning, I took some Motrin (OTC migraine relief) and it helped a bit but man, for some reason, it totally made my muscles weak and sore. Maybe it’s because of the headache, but I just feel so exhausted and barely able to move. My head feels okay now, but my body doesnt. grrrr. I wanted to go back to work tonight but thats a terrible idea with how slow I’m moving right now. mother fucker I just want a break. >.<
also, I really apologize for ranting. I’m sorry. This is probably really annoying. Just disregard my angry at life right now ^.^
